Wednesday, September 06, 2006
realise that i can be rather
indecisive. I always feel that
I want someone to depend on,
to encourage me, to craddle with.
Someone to love me.
But on the other hand, I don't
want to be in a relationship.
I don't wanna be expected to
be someone who will always be
there.
I'm not trying to say that
I'm not caring or something like
that. It's just that I don't want
things that I have to do, I must do.
I can care for a friend, when they're
hurted, moody or just discouraged.
Because I care, and not because they
expect and want me to care.
I want a boyfriend. One who will accept
me for who I am. One whom I love so much,
so much. That I will care for regardless
the time, situation or even my mood.
But... maybe... not now...