Thursday, January 10, 2008
我开始不太清楚，
这到底是不是我想要的。
我开始觉得这不仅仅是选择了。
I'm not really sure if
this is what I really want.
I'm starting to feel that
this is not just choices
alone anymore.
我开始发现，
我会很习惯性的
把恋爱边城我的全世界。
在这个同时，我也会
将我原来的世界遗弃。
I'm beginning to realise
that I will let love be
my whole world, and I think
it's becoming a habit.
At the same time, I will
also abandon my own world.
也许是因为我不会把
所有的事都告诉他。
也许是因为我想有
多一点时间和他在一起。
也许这些都是借口吧。
Maybe it's because
I dont tell him everything.
Maybe it's because
I wanna spend more time with him.
Maybe these are just excuses.
有时候我甚至会想，
如果当时我选择继续
等待另一个他的回答，
我也许永远没有理由消失。
Sometimes, I even wonder
if I were to choose to wait
that time, I may never ever
have any reason to disappear.
但是仔细想想，
无论是现在，
还是回到过去，
我还是会选大笨笨吧。
就只是因为吧。
But as I think careful,
no matter now or the past,
I will still choose BenBen.
Just because.
