Sunday, January 13, 2008
我想我是开始逃学逃上瘾了。
早上睡迟了；也没什么。
但是后来，也没上下午的课了。
而我也只是用泻肚子来当借口。
I think I'm getting a little
addicted to skipping school now.
I skipped morning class because
I overslept. That's still ok.
But I didnt even went for the
afternoon class, because
I had a stomach ache.
是啊。就是借口。
如果真的想去，
迟到一点也没关系吧。
我想我就是不想去嘛。
Ya, right. It was just
an excuse. If I really wanted
to go, it doesnt matter if I
was a little late. I guess I
just dont wannt go.
也许是跷课跷多了，
对上课这词也陌生了。
我觉得我很害怕陌生的事物。
还记得，小学有一次迟到了。
我就坐在操场哭。
Maybe it's because I skipped
too much classes. I even became
strangers with school. And
I hate strangers. I can still
remember that I was once late
for school during primary school.
I just sat there and cried.
也许是害怕老师责备。
也许是因为大家都不在。
也许就是没有安全感吧。
就是害怕那种陌生的感觉吧。
Maybe I was afraid of
getting scolded. Maybe
it was because no one was
there. Maybe I just felt
insecured. I just hate that
awkward feeling.
