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Thursday, November 08, 2012
The dark corner in one's heart will never disappear, and so is this place. As darkness gets nurtured, it will only grow. It can never be gone, it will never be gone. NEVER. I would say that I have successfully erased my very own existance in this family. IF I can actually call this family. So great for their self-declared family bond. I guess I never actually was part of that. Neither did I want to be. For this is not the place where I can find comfort, be myself, or be at ease. I can never express the negative I feel whenever I'm around. Sometimes it makes me wonder, if the real problem lies with them or myself. But honestly, it doesnt really matter. I still keep my fanciful, pink, pretty side. I would really say that this is the root for my dark side, period.

escorted to deatH at ; - 10:48 PM.