Thursday, June 20, 2013
Contented is
not the word that you will find in most human beings’ dictionary. Also, it is
almost impossible for anyone to truly feel happy. For how much happiness there
is in this world, there will be as much darkness.
As I said
before, I have left the cage I had been trapped in for the past 5 years. It
should be something to rejoice for, I suppose. But even bring soaked in the
anti-darkness, one will never be totally cleansed of evil. Ever since Adam and
Eve, all of us are born evil and sinful. No matter what we do, there will be a
part of evil in us.
How long is
this anti-darkness going to last? Will it ever end? How will it end? If it
actually does end, will the ending be the same as how it was the previous time?
The colors
on the rainbow fade away, little by little, till all that’s left is nothing but
grey. The skies around are filled with dark, scary clouds that shadows
everything in the world. Eventually, someone will be running in fear.
Eventually someone will be searching for the light. Eventually something is
going to fall apart.
We are at
the verge of everything. There isn’t many people who is in favour of our
relationship. Even though we keep telling ourselves that it doesn’t really
matter even if no one on earth approves of our relationship. But somehow I know
otherwise. The fact that the place we are staying at the moment may be gone any
time due to anything, is probably digging into our faith bit by bit too.
For we are
standing here in shaky rocks, and yet convincing ourselves every minute that
everything is going to be alright. But somewhere deep down inside, we simply
know that somehow things may just go wrong.
All over
again.
= For Fear
is the path to the dark side, and there is fear in every single one of us. =